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02 May 2013 @ 12:42 pm
Does the blame lay with our curious ancestors or should I simply reprogram myself? If it was only that simple.
When Alfred Binet studied children of early age I doubt he himself knew what kind of revolutionary invention he would one day succeed to create. Not without the help of many others and improved by many also, such as William Stern who in the end named the intelligence-test IQ-test. From here, the offspring was created and every country now has their own IQ-test even though the government would deny that.

Hence we arrive at today's rubbish rant of mine. Did the test and the results were not splendid. There is no failure only comparison to earlier results, although that is an addition of needles in my eyes. Truly I see no purpose of these kind of national tests where everyone participate only to be judged, this test which also contribute to University entrance chances. It is acknowledged by many that accomplishment boosted by drive and not something outside our perimeter. Many with no doubt would do a lot better compared to those who simply enter a University because they have the grades. Of course I am not saying that those who have fought hard are worthless but it is just something to keep in mind. Which leads to the conclusion is "unfair" then again I'm not going to rant like a child but the fact is disturbing to know.
12 October 2012 @ 01:22 pm
Yesterday, my biggest fear disappeared. Now I can breath and sleep in peace without worrying about weather or not I will be in time. It was all very disturbing to have nightmares about a british interview. I woke up in cold sweat and could not return to sleep. My body was tense and the images of the judges were all so clear and blurry at the same time.

But now I am free. There is not more sleepless nights. Wish me luck, because I will need it.
                             Why and why not Korean entertainment is important
In 2012 the Korean entertainment industry has expanded as far as to Sweden. During the last ten years Korea has tried to promote their singers in Europe and received attention between large scales. Psy whom is the latest successful try, who now has earned the liking among the majority of the European population is now partying in America with hot celebrities across the sea.

The humor and psychology of Korean entertainment can be both beneficial for the fans. It is the variation of life-style which attracts the none-Koreans. Latest big influence, Psy who debuted in 2001 has now crossed the seas spreading K-music to the rest of the world. “Thirst” a movie which had its premiere in 2010 also made a huge commotion on the TV-screen. A whole university is left to explore for beginners, but not many have shown interest. The question is left to speculate. In the latest interview with a Senior High school student X who has lived in Y all her life, a new perspective of why Korean entertainment can make the world into a happier place if it’s given a chance. “Their life style is different compared to ours. Once you see how they live, how the communicate with each other, how they treat their parents and how hard they work in order to achieve their goals you understand why there is less depressed patients in Korea that Y.” Later in more specifics X introduces a Korean variety show called Running man hosted by seven MCs, whereas in each episode two guests are invited and then the whole crew is divided into teams and competes. “It is hilarious to watch Running man. My stomach muscles are always tensed the next day because I laughed too much the previous day when I watched it. ” However X also explained how icy cold the world belt like after the belly laughs. True enough statics has shown that depression is lower but teenage suicide is higher in Korea.

Korean entertainment might be entertaining for the moment, but afterwards when reality surges it is the ones we live among that can make us happy. Life is for living, not watching.
But it is not wrong to indulge oneself…a lot.
05 September 2012 @ 08:35 pm

I just returned home from my daily after dinner run.
Next to the walking lane, under the dark green bushes there was
a dead black cat. Its entire boy was not visible;
it rested on its left shoulder, two visible limp front pawns.
As I jogged I came pass this view. At first glance I immediately knew it
was a dead cat. But just to confirm this I turned around and glanced back.
Indeed it was dead.
A bike on high speed nearly rammed into me, for my attention was divided
and so was my focus, balance off. I wanted to slow down and comfort it.
But what use would that be? Should I call some kind of animal control or
somewhere else that took care of dead animals? But I let it pass
and so I became another one of the crowd. A person who just looks pass
and does not bother.

After I was done with my round I unlocked my bike. On my way home,
next to the large stadium I saw another incredible sight.
A cat in speed jumped down from the tree. As I got closer, I saw a black cat carry a
dove in its mouth and run into a bush and hid there.
The outcome was almost predictable. It would die.

Two incidents that I don't come across everyday happened today.
First, cats normally don't die that easily
and secondly a cat on the hunt for food and actually capturing something
is not an everyday view either.
I feel like they were significant in a way, true to what nature looks like
and how I am apart of that horrible jungle.

04 September 2012 @ 09:54 pm
I'm a senior at High School now. Or have been for the last two years.
I went to The States and returned. Got to know new people and learned
a little more about myself.

Time is really a phenomenon. It is like a papper wrapped around air
and at the same time it is air itself. In some theories, there is no time,
only what we humans decide to put in the box. I cannot help but to agree.

Cheer for this life, because in a blink everything will vanish, another blink
a new door has opened.
29 June 2012 @ 06:09 pm
I'm simply disappointed in life and at myself.
    Thou are slightly the same, I am not.
    What cannot be, will never be.
    To be simple and quick, is to end it all.
    But the lingering feelings are not easy to kill.
    Again I am dilemma, predestined to end in tragedy.
09 April 2012 @ 01:38 am
Title:Tragedy of life
Disclaimer:This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance of characters to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. The Author holds exclusive rights to this work. Unauthorized duplication is prohibited.
This is a birthday gift for my friend and I picked a religious theme.

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08 April 2012 @ 01:47 pm
Last Thursday when we were suppose to burn some papers, mom fell asleep.
Then on Friday, it snowed and rained all night.
Yesterday we finally did it. One monkey of my back.

Now I'm waiting for my cloth to arrive with dhl. Apparently dhl also celebrates Easter because my package hasn't moved since it arrived in Germany at Friday.

Lately, the last two days I've been having really insightful dreams. It's been a while since I've been so high on my own fantasies. Maybe I'll write something soon.
05 March 2012 @ 10:44 am
Yeon Un is the opposite character of Baek Dong Su. He's the fellow friend from youth whom wandered down the path of assassins. He did so because he believed that he slayed his father and cannot avoid his crazed fate. By the end of the show you get a understand that after Yeon Un became the sky lord he has only been true to himself and he's forsaken it all for the lady he loves and his best friend.

Though after some dire circumstances of a coup at the palace Yeon Un is forced by the situation he is in so stab his other childhood friend Yang Cho Rip. But that was all secure the Commander of State's trust. Unfortunately this friend Yang Cho Rip can not forgive Yeon Un and instead of being ready to welcome Yeon Un back he's set on killing his friend and disseble Heuksa Chorong, the assassins head quarter.

So the heir of the crown gives Baek Dong Su the mission to kill Yeon Un. But by that time Yeon Un has already goven out the last order to dissemble Heuksa Chorong. In the end when the last few assassins lure Yan Cgo Rip out to kill him Yeon Un comes to the scene and rescues him, but Chorip told him that he's the cause of all misery. If he'd only died none of the dead people who could not bring themself to kill him would be dead. These worlds affected Yeon Un greatly since he'd already wanted to redeem himself.

By this time Baek Dong Su arrives and sees the mess. He startes battling with Yeon Un after confirming with Yeon Un that it was he that had hurt Cho Rip. Of course this is all a missunderstanding and a part of Yeon Un's trick to get Baek Dong Su to end his life. At the very last part of the battle Dong Su prepares to stab Yeon Un but is in a still position since he just can't do it. Yeon Un jumps up in the air and raises his two short swords. The sun down behind m covers the view for Dong Su. Yeon Un embraces his fate and ends the path of all assassins by ending his own life. For as long as he is alive, people around him will continue to get hurt.

Honestly this time I think the director and screen-writer has done a great job.
The screen writer picked all the right moments to expose their feelings and slowly built up a bond between the characters. So when someone died, it really got to you because you've seen that character so many times and knows him so well, it touches your heart when that happens.
Another thins which is also very important is the set, costume, words, and music. All these were perfect in harmony with the show.

I could not cry but the pain is suffocating in my chest. I watched this Strongest warrior Baek Dong Su only for Yoo Seung Ho and that's how he ended up? I don't know. Did I wast my time or not? The reason and how Seung Ho died made the show epic and maybe it's only the fangirl in me refusing to accept this which is why I consider this a completely waste of time.

Whatever the reason I will continue to watch over Seung Ho and cheer for his succsees in drama world.
20 February 2012 @ 05:06 pm
Life is beautiful has a gay couple in it. I couldn't believe it when I saw my mom watching the drama and now I'm watching it. Every time Lee san woo is on I'm kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
OMGX1000 Can't believe it. So gaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy aaaaa

Happy until death.
12 February 2012 @ 07:56 pm
It snowed outside today.
Really weird and since it wasn't that warm outside
the snow is left on the ground. I don't want to think about going out at all.
12 February 2012 @ 02:24 pm
Seriously it's been too long since I wrote here. I miss the calamity that surges inside me every time I know I can share my feelings with my journal.

Let's start easy and hope that my passion for writing will return.

This Wednesday I saw an old friend. Well, it's kind of uncontroversial to call Olaf a fried. Even his name sounds old-fashioned. I wonder if he has changed his name now, probably not.
Sincerely I was not a bully at 4th grade but I could be mean and isolate people that I saw other people dislike. Wow writing about it surely makes me feel low about myself and realize what a horrible character I was.

Introducing Olaf, the bugger eater boy who changed school. I don't know for what reason, maybe because of the bullying or because of his parents I don't know. It's just that seeing his this week made me feel really guilty and what a jerk I was.
If he only didn't eat bugger in front of me and smear the door handle I was reaching out for with bugger then I might have treated him a bit better.

bUT DARN HE'S GROWN UP TO A FINE GUY. Can't really call him a man since he still has his baby face and he kind of looked like Sam, just a less hair and a more golden version of him.

It was just really funny to see someone from what? 7 years ago. Of course he didn't recognize me but it's good to know that he grew up fine. Gosh I sound like a mother hen. Must stop now and do some homework.
20 August 2011 @ 01:49 am
Title:TBroken Wings
Pairings:Yunho x Jaejoong, Gackt x Jaejoong, Gackt x Ex lover
Summary: He abandoned his love and could only wish that his ex-lover would not do the same to another.

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